captivated

2005-02-24T18:57:00.000-08:00

i love sher.
i love the fact that i can talk to you all the time. about anything.
and i truly meant what i said on the overhead bridge, on the fifth step (:
haha. i remember.
<3

i was reading an email from ame. nothings the same without her :(
i miss you besty! as however you spell itt. (:

i was reading through the very very overloaded shoe box.
with all my letters!
steph has written me over fifty since p6. :D:D:D
they were so nice to read.
andi still have her emails..from august, 03. :D
it was sooo nice and heart warming.
I LOVE YOU STEPHHH
<3<3

AND AND AND
i still have email alerts from last year.
-_-

2005-02-20T18:19:00.000-08:00

currently i want to:
-skip this whole go-to-school crap
-have a million bucks.
-find dawn!! -baby,you left without me!!! :(
-ask meiwai to get out of the comp lab. cause its useless we're even here
-the freakin bell's going to ring. and i will be screwed. no food. no dawn..?????
-go to perth. and visit my bestie.
-shop. i need the relaxation.

<3

i need helppp.
save me from insanity.

2005-02-20T00:05:00.000-08:00

happy birthday
sonya!
<3>
went to escape for sonya's birthday =D first time.
at first i wasnt allowed to go, but then when sher called me up, like the sweetie she is, i told my mum some story that my mother was going to die if i didnt go, since sher's my mum. and my mum finally gave in =D
got there around 3, and played games and rode the spinning thing. sat with sher and we laughed the entire time. (x then on the spinning one, me and stace were screaming our heads off "we're going to die. we're going to drop out" and stace was "im too young,imtoo young"
it was freaking hilarious.
the funniest part was the ferris wheel. OMIGOSH. =D
me , dah , stace and sher all wanted to be retarded and go on the baby ferris wheel that was like,4 meters up in the air. so scary, right -_-
we were screaming "omigosh, its going too fast, we're going to die" and getting the controller people all pissed. (x "we're going to fall and die" me and dah were screaming.
it was sooo retarded. (x
the panasonic ride was fun too. sonya becs me and bev all screaming..haha. (;

happy birthday, sexy!! (: <3
hope you had a great one...

you are all i need to get me through.

2005-02-13T22:29:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY<3>

thanks everyone for making this valentines the best ive had so far <3>
sonya's mine, bev. >.<

i love the short corridor/canteen talks with dawn and ad. no boundaries. no fear that they'll tell anyone about conversations. and theres always that shoulder to cry on, and the special place that they'll always hold in my heart<3 love.

i miss my bestie..
i miss her green obsession
i miss her corny jokes
i miss talking to her
i miss her advice
i miss HER
i miss her so much
<3

2005-02-12T00:59:00.000-08:00

omigosh im freaking bored.
theres been nothing but drama in this house.
drama;drama;drama

and the freaky thing is, its not from me.

lin whines every fifteen seconds. likim shouts, dad screams, and i just watch.
its so weird.

PERTH IN JUNE :D:D
so im going! whether or not on the sports camp.
i miss my bestie so much <3

wishlist. at present moment.
m.a.c eyeliner;
hoops. bloody hell the ones i bought broke;
black heels;
spongebob hat. universal one (x;
shirts;

praying that they'll fall from the sky. (x

2005-02-08T06:00:00.000-08:00

shopping mania(:
went out with shan and adele. char, grace and all her juniors came along with us to the busstop.
went to zara and i bought one nice off-shoulder top.
shan was eyeing this dayam nice skirt and shirt!! but it was so ex *pouts*
then went to sakae for lunch. (:
went to pacific plaza. then far east.
then i left to meet mum at shaw.
then left mommaye <3
(this was stupid. i thought she wanted me to meet her -_-)
met vick, ner and birdie at shaw (:
ate with them at longjohns.
took a bus over to plaza sing.
then left to meet adele at bits and pieces at wisma.
went to heeren then esprit.
then i went home.

busy busy day (:
but it was fun!
had alot of fun <3

happy chinese newyear.
hongbaos babeh. (x

2005-02-06T22:53:00.000-08:00

hii in school now.
adele my boyfriend XD <3>
so note now. i am not single. hahaha. its freaking funny.

i currently am on a high.
the lectures and all that shit i can do without.

chinese new year tomorrow. (:
out out out.

2005-02-05T01:30:00.000-08:00

camp=D
first day
nature walk: get down and dirtayeee. (x it was reeeely fun. except when the mud gets all dried up and you walk all the way back...funn though (;
kayaking!! omigosh this was one of thee ulteemate bestest. =D it was really funn. wanted to go longer.
bathing was goood. cause it wasnt dirty. haha. and the food was okay. but our instructor was a leeettllleee way over the top. very actually.
second day
rock walll and the elements thing.
rock wall was freaky but fun. i went up like, 3 meters in the air before i got damn scared. (x haha.
low elements was sooo funny. joyce and me and doreen were throwing shoes at the rope continuously (x omigoossh.
the campfire was thheeee best. despite our dammmn crappy item. but we danceedd babayeee. (x haha. it was reallly sad though. last night. so we all stayed up til, 12 talking.
last day
it was...memorable i guess. (x cleaning toilets... >.<
nasty, but yet memorable. haha. sat outside and talked to becs and sonyaaa
then we left and got back to school around..12? yups.

camp was fun(:

today was freaking lousy though.
my god. i cant stand math.

2005-02-01T03:22:00.000-08:00

im on the fence about moving my blog. i cant stand this insane url. i cant stand the fact that i have to go to it everday. bleh.

dawn chik xiao ling
nows your turn babeh(:
DAWN I LOVE YOU SOOO INCREDIBLY MUCH. for always just being YOU(:
one of theee greatest and SWEETEST people ive met in my entire lifeee :)
since p1 leh!! but even if we're in different classses, i dont want that to change anything:( cause you have been one helluva bestest friend. (: and youre the SWEETTESTT thing God couldve given me. (:
MY GODSENT ANGEL, i love dawn! <3<3 so muchhh.

2005-01-30T22:31:00.000-08:00

haha. i got 2 bucks yesterday for solving a p6 question. li can be such an airhead sometimes.
come to think of it, so can i XD

then after i did it she was like,
wow, since when have you been so smart

.....-_-

its nice to know that your little sister thinks of you as an airhead.

you know what was freaking funny.
i put up a sign in my house asking anyone to find two of my old cds. and paying people $2 if they could (I didnt think anyone could find them cause i looked everywhere, so duh. put ransom, so i KNOW that people will look for it)

or so i thought.

likim opens up a drawer on the side of my desk. and guess what.
Yuppp. its the cds.

....>.< smart, smart likim, oh great finder of cds.
sigh. its hard having a little sister whos way smarter than you....
XD

2005-01-30T03:36:00.000-08:00

i changed my layout!! (:
i dunnnoo. i just changed whatever i could find.
bye<3

2005-01-29T06:06:00.000-08:00

i loveee my seniors<3

2005-01-29T02:52:00.000-08:00

(: today was the SAAA race=D
im really happy with my timing. although i still feel like puking. >.< not a very nice feeling to have puke come up and down your throat. but still, im happeeee(:
im so proud of my mum!(: sherrrr i lubb youuu. <3
im going to train 100 times harder than what i already am.
because i want to make it! i want to make it SOO BADD.
im going to train damnn hard now. cause now at least i know ive made a few changes.

i still hate this blogskin. i hate it i hate it i hate it.

my goddddd. my cousins are insane.
not that i didnt know that already.
"OI stop being such a bloody moron okay."
my gooddd. HE can be such a bloody moron sometimes.
have no idea what the rest of them have the..stupidity to follow him.

ive become closer and closer to my mum.
i mean, ive always considered my mum much much closer to me than anyone. there're no barriers when i talk to her. theres no fear that she'll tell someone else. and the cool thing was today when dad was screaming at me for god knows what. wait, for NOT BATHING. what freaking shit right. my mum actually stood up for me. (well, indirectly). (:
my mums become my rock in life. yeah. i dunno what id do if i didnt come home to her everyday. :D i cant live a week without her.
yeah. and sometimes when likim and dad have their little "group", she'll take me out shopping and we'll spend SO much money.
i loveee my mum<3

hahs. im in my whole "fantasizing" mood currently. despite my current position at SOMEONES house. sad. oh wellls.

i love you sher! <3 im so proud of everyone today.(:
i loveeee my seniors. dont know how id complete stuff if i didnt have them edging me on. and they make you feel like a real family. <3

im outtt. one helluva long entry. hahaha.

2005-01-25T22:43:00.000-08:00

i really freaking hate this blogskin. its freakingly stupid :[

today--attack of the bigg butts. *winks at amanda*
omigod its freaking hilarious. and the peanut butter and jelly song.
its shit funny. (:

for thepast two weeks-- i am really unable to stand you. (jess knows what mandy knows what liankim knows) yeah its confusing.

but its getting freaking annoying.

you popularity...... gnome(sorry first word i could think of:D) .

sucking up to people as though sucking up all their popularity.

no matter how much im bloody HINTING to you. you DONT GET THE POINT.

maybe i should just TELL you. but i dont think you'll nge.

you'll just stand there and CRY and hate me and blah blah blah blah

blah blah blah blah.

all that useless drama.

does nothing go through that "brain" of yours. im starting to wonder if you even HAVE ONE.

2005-01-23T22:18:00.000-08:00

so yeah. its over.
im soooo overjoyed. my goddd. its surreal- its over.
now i can just..concentrate on cross.

in the comlab with bev now. waiting to go for cross

im damnn worried about vick.
its hard to just sit here and read about stuff shes going through, when i know i havent seeen her in agees. my goshh. :( i miss her soo bad.
you'll always have a shoulder to cry on okay..

okay. another dedication(: cause i just saw you about..10 minutest ago in the canteen. flooded back some greattt memories. (:

ADELE NG(:
youree theeee bestest friend a girl could ever hope for. (: you're the sweetest friend a girl could ask for. its really fun to gossip and talk to you yeahhs(: and there's no stuff i cant talk to you about without that :"fear that the person'll go tell somebody else" kinda thing. cause i can trust you 110% on ANYTHING. and its really great to have a friend that you can confide in all the time. and that you can always always count on that friend(: and just talking to you, i get stuff out in the open, and it makes mee think really deep stuff.
i love you sooo much.i dont know what i couldve done last year.
if i didnt have you, my best girlfriend!!! <3<3

2005-01-22T22:24:00.000-08:00

today went to church(: then went to kfc.

blooody hell. ive missed an ENTIRE week of training.
and its all because of the freaking shit that ive had to go for.
im going to stop going, i tell you. im just, not going to go for ensemble.
because its not worth loosing the stuff that ive sacrificed for cross
all the hard work and training that ive put it, and what i WANT to put in.

im going to work BLOODY hard. really really really really really hard.
because i want this so badly.
put 100% into each and every training.. even if i collaspe trying.

went to do a gym workout yesterday.4km run, 1km bike. (:
i want this really badly. and im going to work even harder to get it.
im never going to stop til i get this.

im going to start dedicating posts. (:
(sorry addd. got the idea from you)
so yup. since im talking about cross. starting the first dedication for a crossie!(:
<3<3
sheryl teo
you have inspired meee(: in my running. in everything. cause you are thee bestest mummm ever ever everrrr. whenever i run, you never ever fail to give me a very serious of mind and a great inspiration to run. and alwayyys motivate me(:
for being theee best mum ,great friend, helluva runner. keep on running hard. cause you can do anything for the lord who strengthens you.(:
ILOVEYOU<3

2005-01-18T04:09:00.000-08:00

(: today was like, best day of the entire year (so far)
met jiaen at the lockers then went to get ame. took a cabb to heeren.
took neos!!(: went to yoshinoya for lunch. auntie amy came. then the sweeets came to paragon to "see me off"haha.
then it was all a huge blurrr. a huge surreall blur. i started crying, then jia started crying then ame was tearing. then we all just gave huge hugs. nothing but mere hugs and tears and muffled "i'll miss youuu. I LOVE YOUUU!!" and more hugs. it was soo, sad. i felt like crying after reading her letter for the 10000 time. i started crying after piano when i read it again. cried so much todayyy=(

amelyn ng rei minn
p4-sec2 ive known you. and you are the bestest friend that ive known for thee longest time.(: and you are thee bestest friend ive ever known. and you always always will continue to be my best friend forever and ever and ever.=) my promise to you. and i know i'll see you in april, cant wait for that. and that i'll be visiting in june. but i hope things'll be the same yeah?(: cause i dont want what we have to change for the WORLD.
even when the world seemed to fall apart. i found the reason to keep on going cause you and jia were always there beside me. and its like, all for one one for all. (: and whatever one went through, all went through. and i never would have gotten through these years without you by my side(:
i'll miss you so muchhh. yeah, til the earth sucks away the whole earth and we all live in space. (: I LOVE YOU EVEN MORE. for being the best life-saver. the best guide. the best advisor. the bestest friend ever.
i dont want ever ever ever to lose what we have. cause its something really special. its something i want to last for the rest of my life. :) its something that i want to keep. something that im sure will last. forever and ever and ever. through all the quarrels and differences, we've survived it all. (:
this my promise to you, amelyn(: you will always be loved. you will always be cherished.and you will ALWAYS be missed. and you will FOREVER always be my bestie<3<3

2005-01-16T22:24:00.000-08:00

we were supposed to do that together.
it was OUR thing.
no biggie i guess. but STILLLLLLLLLLLL.

++

amelyn ng(:
my angel. my god-sent. my life-saver. my guidance.
my best friend. <3<3

++

ah shit. im so totally confused. rollercoaster monster hills of emotion. pissed one moment sad the next. i need someoneeeeee. :( i need to call ame, but she's at orientation.
anyway. cross. byeee

2005-01-14T05:42:00.000-08:00

just changed the layout. thinking of changing the url too.
thankeww adele for the pretty layout(:

im thinking deep stuff for the past few days.
if you leave now, will we ever be the same as we are?
its all up to faith and trust i guess. (: i still want us to be the same. forever and ever.

we used to talk about growing up, you taking vet classes and me going to medical school, and then we'd rent a room together. share a room. your bed next to mine, and that we'd talk til midnight, then go to school the next day. (:
stuff like that doesnt really happen, but you want it to. so badly. you're not gone yet. going to make the last few count yeah? (: iloveyou<3

ah, to get out of the sadnesss. haha. (:

im definetely going to do shoutouts.

2005-01-13T02:34:00.000-08:00

evil ansell and likim are pushing me off the comp to play....yess. sims 2.
anyway. i lived the first week of school. horror horror. and im updating. *gaspgasp*
todays mum's birthday. happy bday mummsiee. (:
i miss my TWINNIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. <3<3

2005-01-04T02:30:00.000-08:00

GO GO POWER RANGERRRSS!!!!
hahasss(: well. first day of school was a blast. i got to see my BESTIE TRIOS!! <3<3 jia and ame!! :D:D and i got to see the GANG!! char, shan,dawn, ad, nana. (: it was sooo great. havent seen those guys in forever. missed them so so much...
even though we all got seperated, today when we went to kap, it felt like we were severly bonded. (: and it felt really cool. like sitting there, the six of us ex-1ians. and it was a great feeling of love. <3<3 LOVE YOU GUYS.
and yeah same about us trios. we shall forever be inseperable. no matter continent. no matter where. no matter when. (: FRIENDS 4ever.

2004-12-31T23:04:00.000-08:00

happy new year(:
wellll. the holidays just rushed by. it so suckks. im looking forward to seeing everyone though. not looking forward to school.

so im back. screams were heard and dad thought i found a rat in the house. no, it was the sheer joy of talking to kerry:) hehe. soon to call ame, jia and then kerry again. haha. and the total tapping of my fingers on the handphone. (: i missed home.

i had a blast with my cousins though. (: i am remembered as PINK RANGERRRRR!so cute.

2004-12-29T09:03:00.000-08:00

IM COMING BACK TOMORROW!! saturday. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

went skiing again today with auntie bretta. (: i feel really good about this holiday cause its my first time in 2 years im spending real quality time with my cousins and auntie. (: like, yesterday auntie bretta wanted to have a boy talk with me. hahahaha. :D:D it was so funny.
man oh man do boys like power rangers...
randomness. anyway...

jiaen-yeah! your present is really nice okayy. :D:D i miss you and ame so so so much..:D see ya soon!

2004-12-27T08:16:00.000-08:00

christmas was goooood(:
thankeww santaa!! :))

i got gifts for EVERRYBODYYAAAYE :D
going to vail later. yay.

wishlist.
heeeels. black ones. and discourage the fact that they're so high.
superstars. my old ones. evillll mum went and left them at the hotel cause they were tattered :(
guess handbag. the prettttyyyy pink and black one.

santa forgot to give me like, another 200 bucks. (: hawharhawhar.

2004-12-25T14:31:00.000-08:00

im in breckenridge!! :D:D in auntie bretta's house.
MERRY CHRISTMASS!!!
we went to united methodist church for service then opened presents..

god, i miss everyone. im replying to my tags ((: cause it takes way to long to tag. hawhaw.

JIAEN!!: i miss you so so so so so so so much dearie. hoppe the christmas party was goooot...i lovelove you lotsa...deariee have a very merry christmas. i'll talk to you asap okays.

AME: you finally updated!!! :D:D YAYYYYSSSSSSS. hahaha. i miss you LOOOOOOOOOOADDDDDDSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

NAT: babehh!! :D:D im so glad you got into mg!! :D juniorr!! yays.

AD: AD YOU ARE SUCH A SWEETTIIEEEE> thanks loads for the christmas present. whatever you got me, cause anything from you is PURRFFECCTT :D:D and anything that you get me, i'm sure its ubbbaaa coooo. :D:D because its given by YOUUU. :D:D nice blogskin, btw :D:D

2004-12-17T21:05:00.000-08:00

tomorrow going to anaheim!! :D:D dissnayyeeelanddd!! :D:D hahaha. one can never be too old for that place :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
went to beverly hills and rodeo today. (: it was really nice. loong drive though. went to a museum with twauntie. (:
i loveeeee it here. the weather rocks.
doughnutsss. and BEEF TACO BELLLLLLLLL. :D:D:D:D
im happyaaye.

vick&Kerry!! i bought your PRESENTSS!! :D:D my mum started laughing when she saw...

2004-12-15T20:39:00.000-08:00

blast you annoying internet. i cant even VIEW MY BLOGGGG.
anyway.
la's funnn!! ive only been here a day and ive already taken a gazzilion photos.
weelll. mostly of me and spongebob stuffff >.< which annoyed mom. hahah
spongebob golfballsss, spongebob bags. everything you can think of with spongebob.
anyway. (: universall was goooot.
tomorrow spending the morning with twantie(: yay yay.

i misss jia. i miss kerry i miss vick. i miss ame. I MISS SARAHH. i miss deb.
(: vick&kerry, you prefer mickey or spongebob? reply my email ASAP!!

2004-12-13T22:44:00.000-08:00

wellll. hollayewood is STILL WAITING FOR ME.
at the airport now. blehh.

i'm talking to kerry. i miss her so much
i miss ame. i miss jiaaa. i miss vick. i miss kerry. i miss sarah.
i wannaaa stayy in singaporeee
i wanna go to la.
>.<

2004-12-13T15:37:00.000-08:00

welllllllll. im offff. :( holllaayeewoooddd.(:
i'll miss you guys :(

2004-12-10T22:08:00.000-08:00

went to orchard with mumsayyee today(:
had so so much fun fun fun. necklaces. shoes. bags. so fun(:
then opened up family xmas presents!!

mambo bag from likim! <3<3
GUYLIAN CHOCOLATES FROM LIN!!!!!so sweet righttt. she got me a present. <3<3<3<3
billabong skirt. 2 t-shirts from mommyy and daddayeee <3
so i got practically all the stuff i wanted. sawweet. <3

lin's letters were really ....saweettt. my gosh. that girl's got such a huge heart.
i loveeeeeherrrrrrr<3<3

2004-12-08T21:14:00.000-08:00

ive realised that i cant freaking live 1 bloody month without kerry.
babe. i miss you SO MUCHH.ahhhh. i need kerrryyyyy
and the shitass truth is that im leaving when she comes back.
what the helllll.
im going to see her next yearrrr. shit thats farr.
i miss kerry so muchhh.

i miss jiaaaa. she just left today. =( might not see her before i go. blahh
i need to shop. its going to make me feel better. x)

2004-12-07T21:06:00.000-08:00

i felt really good at training today(:
i finished all, hit all my timings. yay.

anyway. i took of the spazzed picture of mee. haha. x)

dad wants american idiot for christmas.i shall fufil his wish.
american idiot...need i say more?

2004-12-07T02:25:00.000-08:00

ad shan char nana vann dawn and me

2004-12-04T18:59:00.000-08:00

yesterday
woke up and went with dad, li and lin to buy mum's present. pretty coach wallet. lin's sheer disapproval though. she hates blue apparantly >.< then took mrt to paragon to meet mum. got my hair done. (: iTS SO FREAKING SHORT. but i loveee it.
met up with jiaen to do a bit of shopping. met mum at nydc and had lunch. went for cell. sean slept over...
today
went for the 10km run. im pretty content, figuring that i havent trained, like really hard in ages. so yeah. ansell's coming over with likim. then its christmas time!! (: WOOHOO.

2004-12-03T16:17:00.000-08:00

i <3 bev(:
thanks shitloads babe. cant thank you enough(:
anyway. went for work. then dad picked me up and we went to suntec to collect our running stuff for the marathon. its nicerrr than last years(:
then went for dinner and then some..thing at some..hotel. for mercy relief to raise funds.
it was quite alright i guess. bit boringggg. but MY FREAKING FEET HURT LIKE HELL.
note to self=never wear heels, even if you think there'll be chairs, but actually...there wont.

2004-12-02T21:36:00.000-08:00

went to sentosa. it was shit fun.
then blooooddyy hell i lost my freaking glasses in the ocean >.<
bloody smart right.
anyways. im on contacts for now.
I MISS YOU, KERRRRRY.
SO SO SO SO SO BLOODY MUCH. <3

2004-12-01T23:37:00.000-08:00

waiting for melissa to come back so i can go to jubilee hall. whats keeping me going is that im getting money for this XP yay.
i dont think i declared true happiness yesterday. let me rephrase.
*jumpjumpjump* taufik won
haha. ive become addicted and crazed SI fan...eeeyyyerrrr. im annoying myself.

2004-12-01T16:04:00.000-08:00

taufik won(:
not that its thee most important thing but whatever.
its better than you. pukeee.

2004-12-01T01:43:00.000-08:00

VOTE TAUFIK!
yesterday
job in the morning(: shitloads of fun.
went to the robinsons day sale for the card holders with mum. it was so hell fun.
went to esprit and bought this damn nice off shoulder top. went into the stores and found funky sunglasses.. then ate at coffee bean. (: damnn we had fun.
today
had cross country(: i hit all my timings. yay.mr ng made my day!! PERTH IN JUNE! omg. im so psyched. went to bible trail after that. funn. i shouldve joined rock-climbing though.

2004-11-28T01:28:00.000-08:00

ame stayed over another night. we were so beat we just fell asleep. then she left around 815 to go to church.
wildwildwet was fun(: we went on the slideup twice. to ame's horror. she was so scared. (: then we went on ularla about four times. it was really fun.
went to cell after that. i realised that i turned, as ame says, bright magenta. interesting. im seriously burnt. X) owchh.
aloe vera's niceeee. (:

2004-11-26T06:03:00.000-08:00

ame and jiaen are here. (: sleepover! hyped. we're sneaking out later. hot chocolate. mmm.
we kinda gave ame thee shocker of her life. we sneaked over to her house to suprise her. (: we joined forces with auntie amy to pull the whole thing off. it was so funny. :P
(: hot chocolate awaits.

2004-11-25T06:48:00.000-08:00

we sang american idiot at thanksgiving. (: it was so damn cute.
people are playing the game of life. and getting a bittt drunk. its damn funny.
i think i drank a bit too much wine myself. (X tipssayye. i started doing a dance on the bed.
getting your underwear pulled by a 4 year old kiddie is not actually what you want to be thankful for on thanksgiving.XP its..wrong.

if i wanted to call everyone in my family with the "ieee" behind (example:lianieee. momieee. dadieee. linieeee. ) it'll be kinda hard to do Li's. lieeeee. LIEEEEEEEEE. weird. =X
thats it. no more wine for me

2004-11-23T17:38:00.000-08:00

i miss kerry shitloads. I MISS YOU BABEH! come home soon okay.
i never knew howd much id miss her til she went...:'( i miss her SO much.
i miss vick. (that was really random. but i havent seen her in days)
i miss ame and jia. (though im seeing them really soon)
i miss the congregation of the group before school started. every single day.
i miss school. i miss ittt. alot.
i miss my family in usa. (though im seeing you in 2 weeks. TWO MORE WEEEEKSS)
i miss alot of stuff.

2004-11-23T04:25:00.000-08:00

i'd say this is a nice change, no?
its so simple and now i dont have to worry about whether the pics going to work or what have you. its so damn good.
we're playing american idiot for thanksgiving. how..fitting? its so bloody hilarious.

2004-11-23T03:19:00.000-08:00

if my laziness permits me, there'll be pictures soon.
im going skin hunting.
yesterday was freaking fun.
went out with mom to bugis and we went shopping after sketches.
i seriously need to go out soon.
staying at home so long..does things to you.

2004-11-21T01:02:00.000-08:00

note to self=
never go swimming when you are recovering from a cold.
you might just get it...again.

2004-11-20T17:53:00.000-08:00

OLINDA!!
why why why is olinda out?!
SYLVESTER?!?!?!?!
whaddaa hell.
i've lost all reason to watch singapore idol.
i was never much of a fan of the show.
but i knew that i wanted olinda to win.
man, my five dollars just went down the drain.
ojahdcjakdvbkajdvkjakchakbvkbvabdkcjac
so pissttttt.
ive decided to move to the taufik side.
TAUFIK MUST WIN.
or else.i refuse to even tell people i'm from singapore.
thats a little to extreme. >.<
but helll, olinda?!?!?!? :'(
so pisttt.

on a much lighter note
just went for ycg bbq.
and unfortunately. i got myself sick.
again.
ah you can guess. i got really bad stuff from mum.
>.< bleh. didnt go to church. staying at home the whole day.
oh joy.

it3 more weeks. THREE MORE WEEKS =)

2004-11-17T22:34:00.000-08:00

woohoo. the dell's back. yay. no more outnumbered days of knowing when the hell the sony's just gonna explode. yeah dad, my fault my fault, right?! (-_-)

ive just been lying at home. the aircon's not even on, and im wearing a thick jacket. fever sucks. blehhhhh.
the only problem with chatting with my dad on msn while he's overseas, sometimes comes with severe consequences and you have to resort to blocking them.
"LIANKIM WHAT ARE YOU DOING ON THE COMPUTER. YOUR ONE HOUR IS UP. "
-_-

2004-11-16T16:49:00.000-08:00

WHO
.... makes you smile?
`jia.ame.dawnae(:ad. vann. char. shan. kerry.
:.. pays your handphone bills?
`me, sadly.
... do you think loves you?
`my friends. God(: my family.
... is the first person in your phonebook?
`ad.(:
WHAT
.... don't you like about this life?
`my life? that things can go wrong. lots of things.
... do you want to do right now?
`go to brekenridge. i wanna call someone. go on holiday. go to india and buy a nice silk thing.
.. is it that makes u smile?
`being with my besties.
.. bothers you?
`the fact that i feel shitty.
... colour signifies your personality?
`depends on mood. when im high: red? when im moody: black.
. .. do you like in your house?
`my bed. my new balance sweater(: the fridge. it contains all the needs for my survival: orange jelly. milk. milk. chocolate.
WHEN
.... is your birthday?
`290391
.. did you last see ur school?
`last week.
... will you get serious with your life?
`not usually.
.. do you think will there be peace?
`not sure =X
.. did you do your last prank?
`i told lin i was gonna leave her in a dark garden where she will rot and die. she didnt believe me cause obviously, we dont have a garden -_-
WHERE
.. .. is your school located?
`blackmore drive
... do you hang out the most?
`errr. home. town.
.. were you born?
`milwaukee, winsconsin. usa.
... do you plan to have your end of yearholidays?losangeles. and colorado.
... are you now?
`room.
HOW
.... would u define love?
`love lifts you up where you belong(:
.. do u want your burial to be?
`i want my ashes to be thrown into the sea.
..do you listen to music?
`how? turn on the radio. hahaha.
..... do you live your life?
`happily. not really. haha.
.. interesting are you?
`er.?

2004-11-16T16:34:00.000-08:00

shoutouts are up. go check it out on the links.
if i've miraculously missed you out,please tag ok. (:

im missing training and ensemble camp. i woke up feeling like absoulute shit. then mom thought i was lying just to get out of ensemble camp. (innocent eyes) high temperature. >.< bleh.

i feel damn shitty right now. and i dont think its because of the fever.
damnnn. can i not do ONE thing right now.
all i want is for US to be alright =( because i really feel like freaking shit right now. i want to make it right. because i will risk everything just to make it the way it was.

2004-11-15T16:40:00.000-08:00

i wanna change the layout...again. but i love this layout. but unfortunately the freaking picture isnt working, eh?
yesterday went for a deepavali (or shall we say deep-valley) party at mom friend's house. it was fun (: one family performed a play. the story of deep-valley. it was so freaking funny.

i dont want to lose someone like you.

2004-11-14T15:47:00.000-08:00

its.812am. what the hell am i doing up..

theres some stupid rule about not training/doing any school curriculum activity on a public holiday. damn, thats..sad. i was all psyched for training. :(

ive lost the..*pumps fist in the air* to blog.
i feel pretty. blah. >.<

we love YOU <3<3

2004-11-12T03:13:00.000-08:00

(: new blog. xanga was a bit..tricky. no links. hard to do pictures and stuff like that. so here i am. decided to make it a simple, easy kinda thing. away-(: i quite like the simple url and stuff.
christmas is coming(: i feel in a sort of christmas mood.
on the more negative note, video ezy sadly will be getting a rather used vcd back. i watched love actually far too many times. >.< in two days.. been forwarding all the kissing and stuff and rewinding and playing over and over again the same christmas concert with that damn good song. " all i want for christmas is you" (: damnn nice song. love actually soundtrack is a good buy too. (:
christmass shopping. still have family and vicks and kerrys left. *rub hands together* futile attempt to hope that money will fall from the sky.
going skin-hunting now. (: